I still fantasise about my one gay experience
When I was about 17 I got really drunk and fooled around with a friend of mine who was gay. It didn't get too far but we kissed and I got an erection. He put his hand into my shorts and stroked it but after a minute I stopped it.
At the time I felt like he took advantage because I was so drunk but now I sometimes think about it when I m*********. I wish I had gone further with him just to have had the experience.