FIRST OF ALL I AM A 30 YEAR OLD WOMAN WITH A 6YR OLD SON AND A 32YR OLD FIANCEE. ME AND MY FIANCEE ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED IN NOVEMBER. BACK IN FEBRUARY I WAZ A SIZE 10 AND FOR A SUPRISE my fiancee mike got me my dream wedding dress only there was one size left in size 8. I told him ill just get one later but he just forced me to get a personal trainer at the gym as he wanted everything "perfect", something h*** live to regret. in a couple of weeks i had signed to a gym and got a trainer called Zac. OMG he was so hot but i werent intrested. he had nice black hair with blue eyes and bulging biceps. over the next few days he got a bit closer to my liking, the way he would touch me and stuff. i told him i wanted to do judo and he agreed. i only done it to beat the s*** out of him. after that session we had finished at 10pm so the gym was nearly deserted. i went to the shower and no one was there. i showered and then someone opened my door and it was Zac. he had his clothes on an came in and told me he had wanted to f*** me so bad. so i did. i must of had 100 o*******. he was so good. its is a couple of months to my wedding and im a size 8 now but i cant live with me cheating on my high school sweetheart and the father of my child. should i tell him. please help me.