So this is what's happening. I have been texting to a guy with friendly intensions for over 3 months. I'm 17 and he is like 10 years older than me plus he is engaged with my teacher. This last month I felt personally close to him because he helped me so much through everything you could ever imagine. Weird thing is I had a sleep over at their place once and after my teacher fell asleep and went to bed. I kinda used him as a "pillow" and snuggled with him all night. I was asleep most of the time but the couch was unconfy and I found him awake when I woke up there were times that he kissed my forhead which is fine toltally. But his hands were kinda on my hip and went to my ribs just like stroking gently but not doing anything. Does that mean he is sexually attracted to me but not doing anything because of the situation or am I retarded to think this. Weird of it all I felt bounded with him more like a brother love but certainly there is a aring of some how. I never had a sibling so I don't know what it's like but I think what we have is pretty cute and special. I just don't want to ruin anything but in a different world I would love to be with him to be honest. Is this weird? Also he told me that he enjoyed our snuggles too. And I realized that lately he is not sending <3 or talking to me as much after that thingy. I mean it was nice and family like but it kinda felt more than family too so I don't know what to do, I found myself wishing I could snuggle with him today with like good intentions... I don't know which category does this fall under but I feel Bad when I don't talk to him. Like I miss him and want to see him again he doesn't give me butterflies whatsoever. But yeah I just don't want him to drif away and am kinda scared. He continues to help me with life though.