Rare and Unfair
I don't often feel sexually attracted to people. There have been times when I've wondered if I'm asexual because the idea of s** was just so bleh and boring to me. But then there's my roommate.
I have never, EVER wanted someone so badly in a sexual way as I want her. She's beautiful and powerful and soft and smooth. Her voice is dark and sensual. She's refined and crass all at once. She's the one I think about when I play with myself. I wanna lick her little pink c***, massage her perky little b******, run my hands all over her skin. And that ass. THAT F****** PERFECT ASS. Every time she mentions her own s** life, it's like a lightning bolt to my c***.
But she's straight. I've already told her how I feel and she's just not interested in girls. It's so unfair. I finally feel h**** for someone and I can't have her. And I have to see her every day.