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I'm not lesbian.
I've lived in 2 different places. In middle school people started to tell me I was lesbian. I knew I wasn't but still. In high school I moved. Once again People started telling me I was lesbian. I'm 18 I don't wear make up, but i don't wear ** clothes or anything. I cant understand why people see me like that. After 7 years of being called a **, **, lesbian, etc. I'm starting to question if I actually am... I know I like guys but if so many other people think its true, then maybe it is...
People call me lesbian when i refuse to sleep around with boys. it is more to challenge me to sleep with them and sometimes it is insult.
I don't know if your telling the truth but hope you are, and if your not then I hope someone who needs to read this will. "IF" by Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you.
If you can TRUST YOURSELF when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too.
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting
Or Being LIED about don't deal in lies
Or Being HATED don't give way to hating
Yet Don't look to good nor talk to wise.
If you can dream and not make dreams your master
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same.
If you can bare to hear the TRUTH YOU'VE SPOKEN
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools
And the things you gave your life to broken
And stoop and build'em up with worn out tools
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one pitch and toss
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your lose
If you can force your heart and nerves and sinew
To server your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the will which says to them "HOLD ON"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue
Or walk with kings-nor lose your common touch
If NEITHER FOES OR LOVING FRIENDS CAN HURT YOU
And all men count on you but none too much
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With 60 sec. worth of distance run
YOURS IS THE EARTH AND EVERYTHING THAT'S IN IT
And which is more you'll be a man my son.
If you were then you would know it. Don't doubt yourself because others do, but understand that other will doubt. I don't know what to say except that I'm cheering for you to stay true to yourself. All though I may never meet you I'm cheering for you and you can believe THAT without a doubt.
**. You're not.
To people who say you are - tell them - "want to try on me or what?"