It's a journey
I'm a guy, and the first love of my life was my best friend... who is also a guy. I recently broke up with my girlfriend of almost two years and this has sent me into a depression. I honestly can't see my future without her. She had no idea I was in love with my best friend at one point (neither does he). I identify myself as straight, but know I feel things towards other guys, but I would throw all that away to be with her. Wow... I'm messed huh?