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Aching for more
I confess my boyfriend is just not doing it for me anymore sexually, though i do care for him as a person. he's everything a girl could want, except when it comes to the bedroom. he tries, but is just not very passionate or aggresive the way i need. also sadly he's not very big, which is not such a huge deal but would be nice. he just doesn't try. ** his way is missionary, 15 seconds of foreplay, then just gentle thrusting no kissing for 5 minutes max. afterwards i usually grab a reliable toy and get myself off while he watches or drifts off like he's bored.
i have been blatantly honest with him about this problem. his basic response is that this is just a phase that will pass, and that after we get married and have kids my ** drive will vanish anyway. his main focus is our emotional intellectual connection, and in that area he is confident that we are soulmates for life. when i show him the ** i watch, or try to introduce kinkier websites to him, he acts as if i am a pervert. he also thinks, as do i at times, that i have not fully dealt with some things that happened in the past, and that they affect my
drive and hunger. regardless i am explicit about what i want. and he is understanding but explains he just doesn't share my passions.
i'm not a bad looking girl at all, nor fat. not being stuck up but i get checked out often and asked out more times than i want to. i'm surrounded by guys at work who know i have a boyfriend, but still flirt with me. i honestly wonder how long i can hold out.
i want something animalistic, passionate, wild, even taboo. he wants gentle and boring. btw i am 23, he's 24, we've been together almost 2 years. in that time he's gone down on me ONE time, just not his thing he says. he doesn't even get enthused about a bj, which again is no big loss for me considering the size problem. i've cheated on him 3 times out of sheer desperation. i kept the affairs brief because i wanted no chance of ever hurting him or being found out. i know it won't be long before i cheat again.
i hate being in love with him, and have only myself to blame for this, i know.
i know the marriage proposal is coming this christmas.
i have to decide quickly.
Hi babe I'd love to sniff your wet sticky ** while you ** omg this big hard **. But how can we chat more. I'm on fb so we could be friends. Tell me what you think. Maybe we should. Don't know how to do this private. But omg reading your things on here made me hard as iron last night I played with my ** and had a lovely come all over my belly. Just thinking about eating and ** you. In front of your boy friend. And not letting him join in. And have you tell him to just sit there and rub his little ** while a real man ** and ** his girl friend. Omg I want to chat on fb to you now. What do you think ** love bob.
Hi baby
god i am so soaking wet for you. i wish your nose was buried in my wet ** right now, feasting before you use me rough, like a ** in heat. how i wish you lived next door, i ache to be ** like a real woman. my ** has been in me all night and day thinking of you daddy, and how i want that big fat ** up me, juicing my ** and **. god i wish there was a way we could skype. i love hearing about your big ** and how you want to use your new **. we really need to find a way to talk, i know e have so much to share. wet kisses from your juicy fucktoy.