Needle in a haystack.

I'm not perfect, I don't believe anyone is; i do things wrong just like everyone. But whats being said about me, from you, from everyone is killing me.

Most of what i don't say is to stop you and others feeling from what i do now; i could stop all these accusations with one conversation, but i know id destroy you in the process, i know it would tear apart many happy people and cause arguments beyond on repair.

I sit here and take all the harsh comments, all the accusations, all the hatred; without a single reason for receiving them.

Ive done everything for you and for others, I focused so much on everyone else being happy that its drained me to nothing.

Saving you that day, making everyone smile; its killed my soul and the sad thing is: I don't even blame you for it, I'll never harm myself, I'll never harm you and I promise i wont fight any of this.

But i accept it, you'll never read this; but take care, I'm sorry that i wasn't who you wanted me to be; but my conscience is clear and i can never get back what has gone.

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  • Awww, you know what? Your amazing! I wish there was more people like you at my school. I hope everyone realizes what they're doing soon because it's not fair to you. I've been in these situations before and you know why we're quiet, cause we're not rude and we're smart! We know that we could hurt people, but we don't, even if they've hurt us. I hope your problem resolves.

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