I put on weight over Christmas. I'm now 6st 8lbs, which is just unacceptable. I can't look at myself in the mirror. But it's ok, I know how to get that weight off within a week.
The thing I wanted to confess is that I started cutting myself again. I think I'm going to end up with 2 scars on my wrist. It hurts more than I remember, but that's good. I need to punish myself for being a pig.
There's so much I want to change. So much.