Could be Cancer
I am 17.
I went to the doctor last week, and I have dysplastic cells on the back of my head.
For those of you that don't know what that is, it basically means that I have skipped the stage that moles could be potentially cancerous...
If left unchecked, I WILL have cancer.
I'm a little scared, because I will possibly have to have surgery. They do not know if this means I will develop cancer later in life, so they'll have to keep an eye on it for the rest of my life.
Not counting my parents, I am only aware that 3 people know this: my boyfriend and 2 of my friends. They are much more worried than I am, though; or at least don't hide it.
The strange thing is, part of me hopes I get cancer.
I feel so messed up for it, but its there, and I could never actually tell anyone this, because I feel so bad thinking it.