Being me is impossible
Today I was around him for three full hours laughing and being normal. Inside of me a graveyard, a Chernobyl. He got him self a new girlfriend only 20 days after he was promising me the world. No one seems to know that, so he is kind of quietly announcing it to everybody, in person, so that all of our crew would accept her well. I knew that 15 days ago, I felt that moment like no other in my life. So now Im pretending to be okay, so that they wouldn't feel sorry for me.
Does anyone in this damn world know how it feels like? I wish it to nobody.