I don't have anything to b**** about. Im not dying, suicidal, or self consious. I work part time and go to school full time. I just bought a brand new car cash money and I have the greatest boyfriend I could ever imagine, hes so great to me and I have such an amazing small family. I was diagnosed with cervical cancer last week. I am only 21. People ask me why arent you freaking out and why are you being so okay about this? Im not ok about it, its just that if I think about it and what it could lead to I WILL freak out.