My true coloros
My parents are divorced, my mother left my father (because he was a useless j***) when i was 2 months old and took me with her. she worked hard, gave me everything i needed, she did everything for me. but i never loved my mother. but i just ignored the fact that i didn't feel affection for her.
when i was in highschool i realised that it wasn't just my mother. i had acquaintances, but i never thought of them as "friends", because (in my point of view) everyone was/is annoying, stupid and dumb.
of course i'd feel lonely... i had depression, started to cut myself & i had painkiller addiction.
then , i started to pretend to be someone sweet & friendly, always smiling. i even got a few bfs, but i'd always break up with them after 2 months. i'd said things like "i love you" and "i missed you" but i was lying.
actually i like manipulating everyone around me...