The Confession Of A Perfect Daughter
I am a teen..
pipol around me say dat my parents r very lucky 2 hav me as der daughter..
my frnds/peers/ and even relatives say dat i am Miss Perfect..
dey cal me dat bcoz asyd from i am a consistent 1st honor student, dey say dat i hav d looks and d attitude of a budding Miss Universe..
dey now almost everything about me, except d fact dat i am a Bi ... yup ! i am... i realized dat i am a les wen i was stil on grade 5. I met dis very amazing girl and she's one year ahed of me. Ofcourse, physically looking at me, you'll nvr expect me 2 be a les.. i dress as a normal girl and act lyk i'm really a "real" girl.
i had feelings for GUYS before... but den.. i realized dat my feelings for this person,with my same gender is more intense dan my feelings for the opposite ones.
1 yer had passed and i had successfully kept my secret, i jzt kept my feelings 4 her as a secret. Nobody knew dat i am a bi. My parents r against homosexuality so i really did my best to 'prevent' my feelings 4 her but sad 2 say , d harder i tried, d harder i fell 4 her but evnthough my felings 4 her s really strong i stil managed to keep it a secret.
Everything went just okay. I continued to luv her secretly. Falling for her deeper as each day passed. Sometyms wen i tink of her my heart wud sometyms shatter bcoz knowing d fact dat we cud nvr b 2g8er.
My lyf was jzt fine. Until summer..
SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE HAS FEELINGS FOR ME !! ohmyGee !! it felt lyk heaven.. and den she courted me !! i was so shocked bcoz i nvr knew dat she is a bi too ! i was really hapi !!
She courted me for 1 month (because i want to see if she really is inluv w/ me or is she jst messing up)
den a tragedy came. When i am jzt about to answer her (w/ a "yes" ofcourse) My mother sensed dat 'samting' is going on with me. She began suspecting and then she finally heard the rumor. :( she totally freaked out bcos as wat ive said she is against homosexuality. She began to 'do things' (including threatening my loved one) i dnt want samting bad 2 hapen 2 .. so i decided to "walk away" :( even if it hurts me, i nid 2 do it or else both of us wil suffer d consequences :( i reli do luv her.. i love her more dan everything else... but wat can i do? :(
-- IF YOU EVER READ THIS.. I JUST WANT TO TELL U DAT IM SORI FOR WALKING AWAY, PLS 4GIV ME AND I HOPE U UNDERSTAND.. IM SURE DAT DAT U WIL FIND SAMWAN BETTER DAN ME. AND I BELIV DAT IF WE R MENT 4 EACH ADER, LOVE WIL LEAD US BACK 2GETHER.--
LOVE is reli unpredictable. It makes various twists. It can even make ur lyf crazy. It jzt hits on u, and d nxt thing u know.. boom.. ur inlove.. and most importantly.. Love does not choose gender. . it doesnt matter who u love, the important thing is dat .. both of u know dat ur inlove w/ each other. Love has no Limits..
--- love is love ---
#The Great Miss Perfect_21