I hate **
I hate **. I have been in several terrible relationships and kicked my lazy **, impotent husband to the curb ten months ago. I went through Stage 3C breast cancer, had both ** removed, had chemo, radiation and my ovaries removed. Through all that my husband still wouldn't get a job. I also take tamoxifin which has basically turned me into a female **. I have very little desire for ** and when I do have ** it hurts a lot. I like men and want to have a relationship, but I don't want to have **. It is just a chore for me and not worth putting up with to be with a man.
That's really unfortunate. You're not a **, you just have a medical challenge right now. You may meet someone that makes you want to feel desire again and take a hormonal therapy. Just know that you're not alone. Almost everyone has a friend or family member affected by breast cancer. Keep your chin up!