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I fantasize about being a ** slave
I have this fantasy that a woman castrates me and turns me into her ** slave. As a ** I would get no sexual pleasure and would only serve my master as her own personal ** toy. As a ** I am neither a he nor she but an it. An it that is totally under the control of it's owner and master. As a ** I wouldn't have to worry about my sexual frustration. I wouldn't have to worry about being the man that I know I am not. As a slave I would be owned and being owned means I serve a purpose. My purpose would be to be totally obedient to my master. My master could treat me as she wishes but since I would be her slave she would own me. When you own someone they belong to you. You have to take care of them even if its not in a nice way. If my master treated me badly I would still be happy because I would be serving the purpose of giving her pleasure. She could take out her frustrations on me instead of someone who didn't deserve it. As a slave I would finally have a purpose in life. As a slave I would never have to worry about taking care of myself. As a slave I would never have to worry about not belonging anywhere or about being alone. As bad as being a ** slave may sound to you, to me it sounds better than the nothing I am now.
I'm at a turning point in my life where I am seriously considering something like this as well. My life has been a failure to this point, and I'm at a fork in the road: I can either try to get into college in a month and start attempting to live a normal life, or whisk myself away from the world, into some Lady's lair.
This is not a new idea for me; I've felt submissive and like a pet around females my whole life. The difference is, before it was just a fantasy or fetish; now, it's become a nagging obsession and, since I feel I'm down in a hole with no way out, I can turn to this: Becoming the object of Her. Who "Her" is I don't know, but I do feel it would be easier to give up what little I have now than try to go through the nightmare of changing who I am and fitting in with the real world. I'm not that old, just 21, but have been through much that has traumatized me in the past.
I would love nothing more than to be locked away, become the mindless slave, object, of Her.
If I do choose the literal "downward path", i.e. become Her's, I don't have much time to choose it. Since we're all anonymous here, I can leave some way for anyone who is interested in talking more to get in touch with me.
I'm the OP. I would love to speak more to you. Please leave an anonymous email or something.
That's so pathetic
I am already there. I get touched and denied all the time. Yet I do the housework and cooking too. Keep thinking one day she'll give in, but she is a strong woman, and I guess I'm her helpless slave. better think twice about this!
M 33. I basically have your fantasy and I have my ** organs intact. I'm a very submissive crossdresser with a domme who has totally feminized me. I give her oral ** pleasure on demand while my pleasure is denied. It's much harder to serve a strict mistress when you are constantly aroused and NOT allowed to come. I am constantly humiliated in front of people, and have orally pleasured 7 MEN at her command. My arousal is the drug here. Once every 2 weeks I'm allowed to come, if I earned it. My domme gives me a ** that lasts 30 seconds, and I have to lick my mess from her feet.
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Be4 I could .Mary my wife her. Mom made me live with her she called it training the first thing she made me do was to take off all my clothes she told me all I could wear was some silk pink ** she told me she will put them on me and she did when she stood up she saw my ** getting hard so she grabed.it as she stroked me she asked me if I liked wearing ** I told her yes that my step sister let me wear her silk ** that she would ** me off in them now my ** was hard as a rock just then she went to her nees and put me in her mouth pre come went through the ** and she tasted me asking if she was better than my step sister and yes I asked her not to stop so she sucked me untill I was making ** noises telling how good she sucked my ** she was making ** noises when I looked at her face she was playing with her ** and ask me did I eat my step sisters ** in my ** yes I told her I want to eat her ** so we 69 and she sucked me off so good I ca.e through my ** and that made her come through her ** she sprayed my fa e
Hope you find your mistress and lose your ** soon.