I have castration fantasies
OK I'm a guy and for quite awhile I've fantasize about being castrated by a woman who then makes me her slave. I fantasize that my ** are either crushed, smashed, chopped, stabbed, sliced, stepped on, cut, twisted, then removed. Then my ** is then chopped off, twisted off, bit off or however removed. Then the woman makes me her ** slave. Then after awhile she surgically gives me a ** and **. I don't know why I fantasize about this. Of course I don't want it to really happen but the fantasy of it is something that I can't escape from.
My girlfriend has gotten into being a ** over the years , I don't know why. She often treatens to cut my ** off to get me to do what she wants and she's very intense about it; she says if I run she will track me down and cut it off. She even carries around a couple of scissors and has taken pictures of her scissors and my ** Always to Remind me of what she will Do. any advise of what do ?