I am deeply hurt!
I came to this country some 22 years ago to attend college. In these years I am seeing myself becoming paranoid and fearful of white people. Over and over again I found many of them to smile at my face and then try hurting me. My brother's wife who is white was the first one. We kept showering her with gifts and love and she kept putting us (my family) down. She unwelcome my parents into my brother's house and said many means things about our culture and tradition. I am from a very progressive muslim family and she mocked us and treated us poorly. It was very painful. After college when I had no where to go she unwelcomed me in her house. I literally lived on NY streets not having any place to live while trying to find job. I spend 3 years homeless. I have not seen my brothers house for years and probably never will.
In college department secretary changed my grade for A to C and when my teachers found out her reply was that I did not deserve it. In LI NY I had lady yelled at me and told me to leave and I did not belong here.
I graduated with two masters degrees after 9/11 and could not find jobs. I applied for 600 job and no response. I find white people talking about being charitable and Christian values yet they can be very hateful and arrogant with non white people They treat Hispanic blacks, Indians, Muslims and other no whites poorly. They are judgmental.
I find older (60 plus) to be very bigoted and rude. Many time they do not even smile. I live in Florida. They just look at you as if you do not belong here. I just wanted them to know that this is how many non white people think. We are just people like them. We come from all kinds of backgrounds and we are humans just like them with feeling. We came to this country with hopes and dreams. Let us have our share in this big American pie. Thanks for listening. May God Bless you all!