So I live with my ex and even though I don't want to be in a relationship anymore, I will still mess around with her. At first I'll deny her advances and tell her I don't want to be with her but at the end of it, I wake up with her in my bed.
I have someone else that I like very much but nothing has been made official due to complications. I like this girl very much and I think about her quite often.
I don't understand why I allow the person I don't want to be with to take advantage of me and in the end, wind up feeling horribly guilty for doing things with someone who's not the person I want.