I'm a bullimic and i hate it so much. Everyday i fight with myself to prevent my binge/purge episodes but lose every day. I'm pathetic and weak and can't even stand up to my self. I just want to be sane and be able to eat without having to eat everything i see and without worrying about my weight. I'm too scared to tell anyone because everyone will judge me but i'm dying for help. I don't know what to do.