Am I racist?
I feel so terrible for feeling this way. I know that just because a large group of people have done something wrong, that doesn't make them bad people, but I'm a black female who can't stand other black females. I try my best to stay away from them. Besides my family, I can't think of one black female in my life who cared for me. They're two-faced, loud, most are ghetto. Even if they seem nice they tend to s**** me over in the end and I'm sick of all the drama. Anytime I was in trouble (I'm manic depressive), it was a white person who got me back on track. I'm on a penpal website, because I want to learn German and I'm thinking of writing some black women from other countries and try to befriend them. Maybe they're different..