i dont know how it happened
ok so i started smoking when i was 11 and for the last 5 yrs i been smoking less than a pack per day. i started because this older guy i like a lot dared me and then he said that i look sexy when i smoke. then maybe 1-2 months ago i went to a bar with that same guy with the new fake id he got for me (he dont need a fake cuz hes old enuogh) and i smoked a little more because he liked it and then we went back the next night as a couple and it was the same except that we went earler and stayed later and so i smoked more and now its got to the point where all of the sudden im smoking over 2 packs per day every day whether or not im drinking and 2 dont seem like enough now. i guess hes my bf now and he loves me to smoke but the problem is i dont know how it happened so much in so little of a time and it makes me woried.