I am so ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED/FLUSTERED because I want to see the strength I feel, the richness I feel, the EVERYTHING I feel INSIDE and see it on the OUTSIDE around me. I want my environment to reflect ME who I am and what I represent. Right now, where I'm at is NOT indicative of the authentic me AT ALL. I am MORE than this. I want to see things in my environment that inspire me to be all that I can be. I want my outside to reflect my INSIDE. I am capable of much, I have much vigor, power, strength, focus, determination, intelligence, will, DESIRE, PASSION, FIRE. Why does nothing I see on the outside reflect who I am inside? As a (wo)man thinks, so shall ye be. I want the wonderfulness I feel, the HOPE I feel, the FIRE I feel to be reflected on the outside. I want my thoughts, my heart, my desires to SHOW UP in my life. I want to SEE it. I want to SEE it, FEEL it, TOUCH it, SMELL it, TASTE it,HEAR IT--EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! I want to look around and see ME in my environment, my ENERGY- MY manifestations. I want to look and say -THAT'S ME and be inspired by the beautiful things that come into my life knowing it is my energy that pulled it in. HELP ME GOD TO DO THIS. PLEASE HELP ME.

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  • I feel exactly the same way, I know what you mean. There have been many years of my life where I have had that, just not right now. I have the faith and the power to get it again though, I just need to make a couple of changes in my life and be open to opportunities when they appear.

  • To add to what I said above, don't be so h****** yourself. Take that negative energy of anger, and turn it into something positive. I know you can do it! I have faith in you!!

  • Remember, it is easy to say it, but it takes real strength to do it. It is obvious you want it - Be who you are destine to be, don't hold yourself back, and don't allow anyone else to hold you back. Be your own best friend. Also, remember that we all have a choice in life. The choices we have made and will make shape each individual. They led us to where we are, to whom we are, and to who we will become. Our choices build our character, they teach us about love and about consequences, about triumph and about defeat. Stop and think about what is real right now. What can you change? What can’t you change? What can you leave behind? I'm excited for you! I'm excited about your life!! Good luck and God Bless.

  • I think we all want this.

  • you think to much

  • It sounds to me like your gay and you wan't to come out of the closet. S*** just do it. You dn't need god's help for that.

  • i want you to shut the fuckup and stop b******* you f****** w****
    ***be real b*********

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