I am so ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED/FLUSTERED
I am so ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED/FLUSTERED because I want to see the strength I feel, the richness I feel, the EVERYTHING I feel INSIDE and see it on the OUTSIDE around me. I want my environment to reflect ME who I am and what I represent. Right now, where I'm at is NOT indicative of the authentic me AT ALL. I am MORE than this. I want to see things in my environment that inspire me to be all that I can be. I want my outside to reflect my INSIDE. I am capable of much, I have much vigor, power, strength, focus, determination, intelligence, will, DESIRE, PASSION, FIRE. Why does nothing I see on the outside reflect who I am inside? As a (wo)man thinks, so shall ye be. I want the wonderfulness I feel, the HOPE I feel, the FIRE I feel to be reflected on the outside. I want my thoughts, my heart, my desires to SHOW UP in my life. I want to SEE it. I want to SEE it, FEEL it, TOUCH it, SMELL it, TASTE it,HEAR IT--EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! I want to look around and see ME in my environment, my ENERGY- MY manifestations. I want to look and say -THAT'S ME and be inspired by the beautiful things that come into my life knowing it is my energy that pulled it in. HELP ME GOD TO DO THIS. PLEASE HELP ME.