Who knows how many posts I have posted here so far... everytime I feel miserable I come here, I write my thoughts and I get better. Sometimes I feel like the possibility to say how I feel even anonymously, here, is what keeps me going.
So here it is.
I feel weird. Last week I was at a conference where I met three guys from my past. All three of them were someone important to me back in the days. Now they're all married with their own lives...
and I... I am still single and gorgeous 26 yrs old.
SO there I was, at the conference, having the most normal coffee with my ex big love. We talk about life, science, plans, politics... all good.
Then my second big love, then the third one. All in one week. I managed to stay friends with all three of them...
Its good, this is good, life is good.
But what do I do now? I have no one in my life.