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I lost my daughter 3 years ago to an unexplained stillbirth. It's still hard to this day. Well I'm pregnant again & I'm having a baby boy. This pregnancy has been even harder. I cry everyday. I try to keep it to myself. I don't want a pity party. I'm plain scared. Honestly I'm glad I'm having a boy. I have had no choice but to be strong & continue going in with life but I know I couldn't do it having a girl. To be here & go through the stages I should've gone through then soon,
Life it's just so hard...
"I don't want a pity party... ooh hoo hoo, my life is soooo hard"
Aaaand yet another stupid person breeds. Thanks for reinforcing the overabundant stupidity already in progress on this planet.
Dry your tears and close your legs. You have a job to do, even though you will very likely mess it up badly.
I'm sorry for your loss. I've had two miscarriages so I have an idea how badly you feel. Talk to your friends or a therapist. Between your bad experience and hormones, you're feeling anxious. Do not take anti-anxiety medication unless you have to.