Depressed at 18
I feel so alone and bored. I'm 18 years old and I've been single like forever. I've never been in a real relationship and I'm a virgin (and I'm proud to be one). My sister always goes out with guys almost every weekend and sometimes I ask myself is something wrong with me?. I mean I know I'm not unattractive. I'm a shy person. All my friends are dating and I'm known as the single one.
I'm taking a gap year before varsity so I don't get out a lot. I wanna sound desperate but it's like I'll be single forever and I don't wanna be.