i dont feel all that bad about it
i have been dating this girl who is 20 yrs old and has 3 kids (ages 5, 4 and 1) all with different dads. she is 19 yrs younger than me and she wants to get married and she is always trying to bring her kids around me and on dates with us. i think she wants me to be like a father to them coz their own dads are out of the picture. i always find a reason not to take them or have them stay over at my place. she is getting kinda serious but for me right now its mostly s** and i dont want those kids getting in the way of all the s** i have with the mother. she is a really really unbelievably great lay (the best i ever had) and i dont want to lose that or have it interfered with by a bunch of kids that aren't even mine.