I can't believe I've stayed with him
I met my boyfriend online and felt instant attraction towards him. He seduced me and told me he wanted to do sexual things to me, so I bought my expensive ticket and flew to meet him in another country. Not only did he not have ** with me, he refused to go down on me. After I gave him a hard time for months for majorly disappointing me, he promised me he would make it up to me. So I flew back to see him and spend another couple grand! And he did ** me, all right I'll give him that much, but he refused to go down on me for a whole month while I was there!! I had to ** him out so much that he finally did it just to shut me up!!! He even accused me of forcing him!!! This has been the most humiliating rejection yet, in a long line of extremely selfish lovers male and female I have had over the years. But this one the tops. I am smart and pretty and I can find much more decent ** close to home. I feel so ** stupid for trusting him...
You deserve better and absolutely will find the right guy who not only enjoys it like me, but pays his own way.
What a twisted world we live in.... I have the opposite problem as yours and my X-gf thought of me as some gross pig because I wanted to go down on her. She wouldn't give me the time of day and I just wanted to have some foreplay as I enjoy it much better than ** itself, but shes wasn't having any of that, nor did I.