I want to blow one of my buddies (my best friend actually)
My best friend and I started hanging out a few years ago...lots happened in both our lives, as in ALOT, we got really tight and hang out all the time...fast forward...not sure when it happened, haven't ever felt this way about another dude.
I try constantly to get my mind off it, or by getting laid once in a while, or whatever I can think of, and I ALMOST am able to get it off my mind once in a while...then we hang out and it starts allover, he could be talking about the price of rice in China and all I can think of is his ** sometimes. He has zero interest in any of it, but when we're hanging out it's all I can do to not just ask him if he'lll let me ** his **, and I know that's not the right thing to do.
Can't explain the way I feel, I don't see other dudes this way, just him, and I'd do anything he wanted a far as getting him off goes. I want to do to him what all the chicks in ** do to dudes, just get between his legs and make his ** feel good 24/7, as often as possible & swallow every load - I know for sure he'll never let me, and I also know for sure I need to stop thinking about it, but have been wanting to do it for so long now that it gets worse and worse, we've gotten each other through so much ** that there's NO WAY I'd ** our friendship up, but in the next breath I just want to let him know that he should let me try, that if he doesn't like it, or if I don't like it, then we don't do it again. That never works with a chick, but he's not a chick and neither am I, we'd get past it, and all I want to do is see what he's made of really, if I could watch him ** a chick instead, I'd do that, but would way rather blow him myself at this point, we've talked about ** and chicks and ** and watched ** and all that, we're past some of that stuff, it's to the point now where I want to see myself what he's got, and would learn to ** ** like a ** ** if he'd let me.
And to everyone that's reading this that think it's fake, it's not, it's as serious as a heart attack, and given half a chance, I'd give up women forever if he'd let me blow him once.
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