Pam was very unattractive and I should never have gotten involved with her. She was a loser in more than just looks. She lacked even basic job skills and took things way too seriously.
By taking things too seriously she fell in love with me and she shouldn't have. Heres what happened.
We both used to have a few drinks at a neighborhood pub and one day we were talking and she asked me to come to her apartment. She was four years older than me but she wanted to have s**.
I should have said no but I went ahead and did it. If I had known she thought we were boy and girls friends after doing that it never would have happened. She even talked to my mother as if were were married.
Well to make a long story short I told her that we should go our separate ways and the news seemed to floor her. She was a very foolish woman.
Time passed and I had not seen her in awhile. I found out from a guy who knew her that her mother had died and that she had been living with a man old enough to be her father. One day she told this gentleman that she was going to take a nap on his couch.
She never woke up. Her heart had stopped while she was sleeping. I'm sorry she passed away but I'm sure gad it happend without me being there.