I was a virgin till I was 20 and when I was 19 I had a hot blond as a girlfriend. Her name was Suzy and she tried to have s** with me several times. I was so embarrassed about not really knowing what to do that I could not stay hard. Of course that only made it worst. She started being friendlier with the other guys that I worked with. I could tell she was sucking everyones c*** because they would all smile at me whenever they were around. I could see it in their eyes. I loved to m********* thinking about it and found out later she was. They called her sweet Suzy and she was from Sacramento. I ran into her years later and tried to get her into bed but she had "found God" by then and didn't do that anymore.