I've liked you for so long and I
I've liked you for so long and I haven't felt this way about anyone my entire life before. I know you have feelings for me, or at least you used to. But I can't believe you would completely disregard me like that. I humiliated myself in front of you, coming to you drunk. and you flat out rejected me. I guess I should've seen that coming. people told me you wouldn't hook up with me, although you constantly tell me about your previous conquests. Are you really that insensitive? I tried not to show that I care but it hurts me so much when you brag. And I definitely got hurt that night. What happened? Why couldn't you even talk to me? You texted me so that mustve meant you wanted to see me, but once I got there, you never talked to me. You don't know how much this hurts. I've never been rejected before and its not pleasant. And now we aren't even friends. I guess I have to try to move on, but I hate this mess, and I feel like its my fault, although I know you were a j*** to me. I shouldn't be hung up on you.