I'm hurting
I use Omegle to **.
I don't show anything unless the person on the other side 'wants' it.
Or, agrees to it.
But I use them. Selfishly.
And in turn, I abuse them because I know what I'm doing. I'm mastered this..."art".... and I hate myself for it.
I want to stop, but I can't.
I know it hurts me -- it hurts my family.
It hurts those on the other side on the screen, even if they don't know it yet.
I'm part of the problem.
I wish I had the passion to stop this as much as I have the passion to make my technique even better.
If you've read this far, I know how sick this sounds. I know how disgusted you must be of me -- at least I hope you are.
This is not someone I want to know, much less be.
I am truly, truly sorry.
No one is forcing anyone to be on there. It's a free choice.