I don't know what I need. My faith is
I don't know what I need. My faith is hanging on by a thread. I'm starting to wonder if, deep down inside, I really even want a stronger relationship with Christ. My friends that I once looked up to as spiritual role models are falling away, too. I'm struggling to accept that I'm homosexual. I don't have any close friends in whom I can confide. Going off to college is exciting because I might finally be able to find a good church, make friends, and be rid of my demons... or it could make everything worse.
Speaking of college, I'm totally clueless as to what I want to do with my life. Normally, I would put it in God's hands, but I'm totally lost in that sense.
Sometimes life just seems like too much work.