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I don't know what I need. My faith is
I don't know what I need. My faith is hanging on by a thread. I'm starting to wonder if, deep down inside, I really even want a stronger relationship with Christ. My friends that I once looked up to as spiritual role models are falling away, too. I'm struggling to accept that I'm homosexual. I don't have any close friends in whom I can confide. Going off to college is exciting because I might finally be able to find a good church, make friends, and be rid of my demons... or it could make everything worse.
Speaking of college, I'm totally clueless as to what I want to do with my life. Normally, I would put it in God's hands, but I'm totally lost in that sense.
Sometimes life just seems like too much work.
^ it's people like that I can't stand. It's okay to love a man who never married and who hung out with 12 other men, and who invited people to eat him, but it's NOT okay to say you're gay? Isn't that a double standard?
By the way tell me where in the Bible does Jesus say homosexuality is wrong?
First of all the gay thing has to go. That's why you are having such a hard time. If you are going to be a real Christian then you can't be gay. That's not only a sin but it's an abomination unto God. In this day in age there are a lot of people falling away from Christ, but again if you study your Bible this is no suprise to you. The Bible warns us that there will be a great fallling away. More people now go to church than ever before but that means nothing becuase most of the people are in church for all the wrong reasons. That's why everybody you look up to is falling away. Christ is clear on what he will and won't accept and regardless of what you may have heard or been told. Homosexuality is a sin. And i'm only stating this because that's what was in your confession. We all fall short and sin, but we can't sin on purpose. That's not Christlike. That's why Christ died on the Cross so that we can be forgiven of our sins. But that doesn't mean that we can just sin on purpose and then ask for forgiveness. You will only find peace in Christ and nothing else. So I say to you take a look at your self and see if you like what you see. If not make a change.
If you want to find peace with your lifestyle, you need to surround yourself with other people who accept and don't judge you for it. I am sure some of your college friends will be able to help you find a church or other group who are supportive. Good luck and don't take life so seriously, it's not permanent.