today i lost my virginity to my ex

today i lost my virginity to my ex boyfriends best friend.
he has a girlfriend too. im 15 and hes 17.
i feel terrible about him cheatin on his gf.
but i feel even worse about imagining it was my ex boyfriend s******* me.
am i a terrible person?

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  • You are not a terrible person, but you have just learned a valuable lesson: DON'T BE A S***!

  • Thanks for letting me know what that meant to you, I often cry wishing I was 15 again.
    ~23 and dying

  • We're all terrible people. There's nothing we can do about it.

  • well now that you're open, be carefull that he or somebody else don't get you bred.

  • wow thank you so much. im really sorry about what you are going through.
    hearing that is a real eye opener.

    i will take care of myself. thank you.

  • You are not a terrible person, at least you waited till you were 15. I did it at 14 back in the day. He broke up with me two weeks later, I was crushed. He took away something really special. About a year later I started sluting around, thinking I already lost it whats another s**** here and there I used condoms. I now have HIV. Take care of yourself please, it wasn't until I heard those words, "AIDS" that I realized how precious life is. It's not easy to live this way. I wish I was 14 again, now I'm 23 and dying.

  • thanks. =]

  • Nah... not terrible, quite normal actually. However, I'd say 15 is too young to lose your virginity.... But, now that you are no longer a virgin, maybe you learned a trick or two that can get your ex in bed...Good luck!

  • If you have to ask, then you've answered your own question.

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