3 Year Afair
I'm a mother of 3. My youngest is 19months old. I have been having an affair with my best friend for the lats 3years and he is the father of my youngest child. We have been planing to end the relations ships with our current "partners" for 2 years but it always seems that he has another reason to stay with his wife. First it was an operation she needed. Then their oldest sons birthday now its her can accident. Lately it seems like he doesn't want to go further with the relationship but the s** and the fact that we have a child together is what's keeping him with me, also the fact that I make certain fantasies come true that most woman would never even let their men dream of. Now I'm wondering what I should do...should I just end it even though I know it will break my heart completely or should I keep on hoping and believing his promises? He also placed an online ad to get woman to "s** chat" with him and when I confronted him he lied and said he doesn't know anything but later told me the truth, he said it didn't mean a thing but still he chatted to some of the girls and again lied to me about it. I feel like he will always be a cheater. I know I am to however I am truly in love with him and has never cheated on him. My hb and I have not had s** more then a year before I started seeing my lover and we only started having s** again a few days after I found out I was pregnant sins the baby's birth we haven't had s**. My hb is amazing with the kids but he doesn't make me happy and I don't love him.