Hello im a 15 year old girl with a
Hello im a 15 year old girl with a confused mind.
I know im bisexual but i don't want to believe it and i know everyone says its just a phase you go through but it super tough on me.
Im a big believer in god, but i know being homosexual is wrong.
i just can't help but like the same s** aswell. Ever since i was little i was a tom boy and and acted like a guy all the time.
it went away for a little while until in grade 7 i started to like my best friend. i kept it to myself for 2 years until garde 8 i had a new best friend and i felt that i should tell her. so i did, when i told her and she told me that she didn't feel the same way and i knew it was coming but i cried non stop thinking what was wrong with me. i was depressed for a month, and that month she got a boyfriend which made me even more jealous. i can't do this. this person that i recently been attracted too is super amazing, she's likes this boy. and i can't stand him now but i've known him for 10 yrs and he's a great friend. i want to tell her, because everytime she hugs me i just fall deeper and deeper, she hugs me like she hugs no one else except the guys she likes. even everyone see's that. but i don't want everyone to find out but i love it when she hugs me. she's leading me on without even knowing it. should i tell her?