I have the social leprosy of the twenty

I have the social leprosy of the twenty first century. I am a 23 year old male virgin. Its not that i don't like women. I'm absolutly infatuated with them, but I still choke when I'm around them. Every time I talk to my father the first thing he asks me is how my Girlfriend is doing. I think he thinks he is being funny but my heart hurts every time he asks. He thinks I'm gay. I wish the problem were that simple, but its not. I go out to parties only to get drunk by myself and leave by myself and walk the streets of my city alone. In my city thats incredibly dangerous, but i gave up caring along time ago. I have never had a real human relationship. And I live with an incredible fear that i will die alone. I'd be willing to die a virgin if i at least new there would be someone who loved me with me at the end. The s** would be great but what i need is just female companionship. I hate myself for what I have done to me. I realize this post might be long and boring but i don't care. This was for me not you.

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  • So do think you are good looking enough to attract a female?
    Attracting is never the problem. I've attracted many very attractive women. The problem is my own personality. Its a catch 22. If i got laid I would be comfortable around women enough that i would have no problem talking to them but, I don't, never have, and thus can't.

  • I think you should find some loser fat girl online just to get your feet wet!

  • you need to have s**. Before you try finding a woman...find a f***. S** isn't importent...but its still wonderful. You need to open yourself up to sexual relationships before you can find a loving companion. And don't worry..i fear dying alone also.

  • Tell your dad your gf is doing fine and leave it at that. Tell the next woman attraced to/with that you would like to no longer be a virgin and see if she is willing to help.

  • Attracting is never the problem. I've attracted many very attractive women. The problem is my own personality. Its a catch 22. If i got laid I would be comfortable around women enough that i would have no problem talking to them but, I don't, never have, and thus can't.

  • So do think you are good looking enough to attract a female?

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