I'm doing the wrong things, thinking
I'm doing the wrong things, thinking the wrong things, following the wrong things, and falling for the wrong person.
I strived for another guy's love for so long, and when I realized he loved another girl, I was crushed. It's been almost 6 months since I found that out.
Now, I'm almost positive he loves me back. And I can't see myself with him anymore. I'm falling out of love for him, and I hate it. He cares so much, and I'm just going to let it down. Maybe it's my minds way of getting revenge for him hurting me months ago?
& the worst part is I'm falling for another guy. And it's totally wrong.
I hate dirty little secrets.