Tey hate me..
Im 17 years old, and I hate myself cuz i'm pretty sure that something is going wrong with me, all the people I ever loved had left me, my boyfriend used me and left me, many friends did the same, even my sister hates me, we never talk and she's making my mother hate me too, by convicing her that I'm evil and stuffs like that, and she believes her, now I'm living in h*** in my own house, I don't feel safe, I've lost my self confidence, I've lost EVERYTHING ! It's really heartbreaking when you know that when you'ill fall, nobody will be out there to catch you, not even ur parents, and it's really hard to don't feel like home anymore, to wish death, i became so skinny cuz I don't eat well, and I'm not allowed to go out, I should stay all day long at home doing the dishes and making everything clean, I'm kind of their maid. Thare's no hope for getting better with this situation, I don't even have a friend or something who will help me or be by my side. I WANNA DIE ! Cuz I'm sure that there's something going wrong with me not the other people..