What is wrong with me?

I have a fiance and me and him have been through a lot together... We have been together 4 years..I have cheated I will admit and it was with one of my co-workers, I did not regret cheating ,my fiance was treating me badly and I was really starting to fall for my friend. Well, I have got over the situation after my friend told me he never cared about me more than a friend and I had just cried and got over it well, recently, we have became friends again, nothing more.Well, a couplenight ago I hung out with him and some friends and I wanted to do stuff with him so bad.. It is just an urge running through my body with him. Well, me and him took a ride with one of oour friends and we started flirting, nothing major, well I got back to the house an he was sleepy so I rubbed him to sleep and everything... Im not even sure if he remembers or what he took place of it.... Im pretty sure he rmebers but I only rubbed him like three times and he fell asleep and I had to tuck him in theblankets and everything. I just cannnot stop thinking about it.... I still care so much about him, I texted him and thanked him for the good night and he saide yeah no problem and I told him I hoped he had agood night and he said he did. Im not sure why he would let me rub him to sleep when he cussed me out lasttiem and told me me and him would be nothing and he only cared about me as a friend.I feel like he did this though because him and my boyfriend used to be friends..... Im surised he let me touch him to be honest.... I just, I do not know what to think of it...

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  • Your friend doesn't want you - he is a man though and most will succumb to any form of touching!

    You need to either be with your fiancé or break it off!

    I'm thinking break it off - I would have NEVER cheated on my husband - that's how you know you should marry someone!

    What's wrong with you is your not ready for marriage.

  • No.....there's nothing wrong with you. It's just that you are one of those rare -- and wonderful -- women who can't be satisfied by one man. You need multiple relationships. I hope you can find a way to stop feeling guilty about that. S** is for fun, so ....... have more fun.

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