Can't stop thinking of my exlover
I'm married with 3kids. Had an affiar for ± 4years. 2weeks ago his wife found out about it, she thretened to tell my partner so, I confessed to my partner about it, he is real weird abt it he said he forgives me but I can't have contact with my "ex-lover" however I can't not have contact with him...I tried but we see each other every day shop at the same shops ect. We saw each other on monday and couldn't keep our hands off each other, we almost had s** again. I don't want to be with out him. When my partner wants s** I either make up something not to or if we do have s** I imagine its my "ex-lover". I still talk to my "ex" every day and we want to start a life together. We told every one we ended it but we still sneak around. He tells me every day how he wants to leave her to be with me but it seems like he is scared of her. We also have a child together but no body knows its his. Every one thinks its my partners child. I've never loved anyone so deeply and the s** is f**king amazing.