Odd fantasies for a man?

The thought of women in control humiliating me makes me harder than anything else. Am I odd for having such fantasies?
I want to be ** **, ** on women's **/feet/** and be forced to licked to lick it off, humiliated for having a tiny ** (I'm 5.5 inches but am maybe only 2 inches when soft), I want to be kicked in the **, have stiletto high heels stood on my **, I want to be gang-banged by a bunch of ** women I know with strapons, ** on, ** in my face and then have to lick **.

I know some of these sound gay but the thought of a man and his ** doing things makes me want to vomit whereas a woman with a ** turns me on uncontrollably. The thought of women in charge - demanding, demeaning, teasing & humiliating is pure ecstasy to me. The thought of sucking a male ** is pure vile but gagging on a woman's ** is somewhat of a turn on. I have no attraction to men whatsoever which is why I find these fantasies odd.

But being dressed in women's underwear whilst being ** by a group of my wife's friends makes me shoot my load unctrollably. Maybe I am just a little ** who needs a mistress... I'm not sure how I'd feel licking another man's ** out of a woman, the thought makes me think that's a step too far but at the same time could be the ultimate humiliation. But right now being force fed my own ** would be enough, no matter how hard I try once I ** I just can't lick it up. The only way is to come over pizza and eat it. I dream of licking a woman clean from my ** inside her. I know once I become a sissy ** for a woman it'll never stop, maybe that's what I'm meant to be, as sissy ** slave to a bunch of women to humiliate and serve to please their every pleasure...