How the h*** is is possible that you tell me you love me when you know all I want is to have a relationship with you again. How can someone be so cruel to say those words that matter so much yet keep the person so far away.
It hurts to have to be your "friend" when you still call me beautiful and still hold my hand but tell me I'm too emotional when I call you hon . And then you call me a b**** , it's like you keep me close enough to hope that we will be together again but far enough to know that it may never happen ,that your affection towards me could be gone any second. It hurts every damn day .. I don't want to walk away but I'm not strong enough to endure this much longer. It hurts , it hurts every single day. Everything , every good moment hurts because I don't know if it will be our last and every moment you aren't there I think in my head that you should be there..