I just don't know.
Does my dad care about me? Is he proud of me? I just don't know. He appears fine on the surface, yet he forgets my birthday, doesn't ask about me, or how I am. Never says hello or goodbye. I don't remember the last time I hugged him.
I'm heart broken by this. He doesn't want to talk to me, I've done nothing wrong; no matter how much I try he doesn't seem to notice me. It's tearing me up inside. I'm hurting like never before.
It hurts. It just hurts.