I just don't know.
Does my dad care about me? Is he proud of me? I just don't know. He appears fine on the surface, yet he forgets my birthday, doesn't ask about me, or how I am. Never says hello or goodbye. I don't remember the last time I hugged him.
I'm heart broken by this. He doesn't want to talk to me, I've done nothing wrong; no matter how much I try he doesn't seem to notice me. It's tearing me up inside. I'm hurting like never before.
It hurts. It just hurts.
Look at it his way all the money you cost him just for dipping his wick
I feel the hurt I understand. I have no advice all i can offer is that you are not alone on this.