Help me please
Hey I am a 23 years old female and I am in a relationship with a 29 year ol man.
Growing up I could never imagine myself giving a b***** or having a*** s**.I couldn't decide which one was more disgusting.When we started dating he was very obsessive about oral s** and kept asking me. I felt the pressure because he said in a past he's received plenty of b******* and its a big deal. I gave up and tried it. I hated it at firs, but I saw the pleasure in his eyes and it was so hot. Soon after that he convinced me to have a***. Thats was very awkward and I didnt enjoy it. Unfortunately he was in love with it and couldnt imagine our s** life without it. Second time I enjoyed it and now I cant live without it. I love pleasing my man and I could do anything to please him. I feel like he is spoiled for choice , as he gets whatever he wants, whenever he wants. Sometimes i am not in the mood to have s** , but i dont have a choice anymore. Even if im not in the mood he expects me to please him, which I love doing when im not tired or in the rush. PSometimes its in the middle of the night and I get woken up by his b**** poking my ass, or sucking on my t***. And I just want to sleep, but he gets p***** off and starts sulking. Sometimes its early morning and I need to get ready for work, but I end up being late because my man wants to be please at that moment. I feel like I have done this to myself ,but I dont know how to deal with it. Has anyone been in a similar situation ?