Bad at my job

I absolutely hate my job, and it's making me bad at it. I keep missing little details that I shouldn't be missing, just because I'm so distracted by how much I hate it.

I'm too busy, and have too many things to worry about. I have a full time job (the one I'm bad at), a part-time weekend job, and I teach a fitness class once a week. I'm learning a new language (practice every day), try to work out at least three times a week, and am getting a business proposal ready for an independent project.

Everything else in my entire life is more important than my 9-5 and I'm so bad at it. I'll be moving to Europe in December, so possibly I jsut do'nt care anymore. Everything else I've got going can come with me but I just want to escape.

I'm selfishly staying because it pays well and I don't have to care, but if I do a bad job then everyone else suffers... but I just don't care. if the company goes under because of me I will just laugh and run, enjoying my freedom. This is bad. Am I a sociopath? I hate it here and really don't care that much about the consequences of my actions, I just don't want to be noticed at all.Not ideal for a small company. I'm bad at my job, and I love it.

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