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I am a loner
I was born into an upper middle class Pakistani family. Growing up in Canada, I was exposed to the importance of physique and appearance. Wherever I'd go I would see couples walking down the street or shopping for clothes. I'd even see couples my age, 16-18 years. I always supposed otbwas be cause they were good looking, because I had never seen an "ugly couple." Since my childhood, I've been extremely self-conscious because nobody has ever been interested in my and somhow, that culminated to me being ugly. Now whenever I see a couple, as Mich as I hate to say it, I'm jealous of their happiness because intimacy is something I've never experienced. Ibknow I shouldn't be talking about love but this is how I feel; lonely.
My wife and I are in our early 50s. We have been happy and comfortable for over 25 years and our bodies look it. I already knew from when I was young how stupid and shallow people tend to be, but it is good to be reminded!
Think I'll ** on her tonsils in public more frequently. See if we can make sad jealous little children like you puke up your toenails. I look forward to hearing the splattering!
There are lots of happy couples out there who might not be considered physically attractive. It's hilarious when bitter singles who think they're pretty get jealous about this. Happens all the time! LOL
So am I