I am a loner
I was born into an upper middle class Pakistani family. Growing up in Canada, I was exposed to the importance of physique and appearance. Wherever I'd go I would see couples walking down the street or shopping for clothes. I'd even see couples my age, 16-18 years. I always supposed otbwas be cause they were good looking, because I had never seen an "ugly couple." Since my childhood, I've been extremely self-conscious because nobody has ever been interested in my and somhow, that culminated to me being ugly. Now whenever I see a couple, as Mich as I hate to say it, I'm jealous of their happiness because intimacy is something I've never experienced. Ibknow I shouldn't be talking about love but this is how I feel; lonely.