I'm in the 10th grade as of now.. I've done a few bad things as does everybody else. Smoked weed, had s** etc. Just human stuff. When I picture my future, my mind literally goes blank. My life is going no where, I have s*** grades. Literally a 17 in Geometry right now. I'm only interested in my acting class, but I've been trying to get my grades up and stuff. I was thinking that, after I do a couple of things that I've always wanted to do. Maybe I can just end it all. There's no room for someone as useless as me, all I do is absorb. I'm a sponge, I'm not some brilliant Indian kid who knows the answer to every question. I'm not looking for sympathy or anything. I just wanna say, food is probably the only reason to live anymore.